John started his new medication. Fanapt, 6mgs.. he says it makes him feel funny. (Dizziness, feeling off balance, and at first I think he was panicing cause his anxiety was high.)
Idk if its helping or not..
We went to the fireworks last night. There was lotsa people there and there were bleachers this year. They lasted about 25 minutes and they were awesome. I know some of my parts were interested in seeing so I projected a mental movie of it on the wall in the group room inside. I believe lil Rose watched with Marie and Jay was watching too. Rori talked Roxley into going even though he prefers to stay hidden away. Lyle stayed in his room. Sabastien came out to watch. But Lillyane stayed away. I'm not sure why.
I like the fireworks that are shaped like weeping willow trees. They remind me of the tree in my grandpa's yard. I remember the glass elephants on his shelf. He would give me one everytime I was there. So tiny it would fit in my hand. I don't remember anything else. And it does seem like my memory either really. Because when I remember it I see this little girl run up to the shelf to see the little glass elephants that sparkle. Then a man walks up and picks one and sets it in her hand. Then nothing..