Sometimes I feel I cannot handle things. I've been having flash backs, but the funny thing is I cannot remember them after I have them. I remember something seemingly horrible, then I suddenly feel like I'm being watched. Then I suddenly get a rush of bad feeling associated with the memories I just saw. But then they get too overwhelming and I go black. Like someone just click file delete. I am left feeling as if I have forgotten something important with only minor memories of having this flash back. Like when you watch a movie but cannot remember what it was about exactly. But you know you have watched it. I believe an unknown alter is taking them away from me afterwards probably because they feel I am not ready to remember it yet. But whatever the case..it scares me to death.