Dear A,

You know who you are, and if you are reading this, let it be known that this is my response to your "wanting to help".

I don't want anything to do with you. I don't want to talk to you about anything. For one, you don't need to know anything and you probably wouldn't believe what I had to say anyway. You probably won't listen either! There is no point in me wasting my time with you when you don't listen or don't believe me. I don't like it when I'm not taken seriously. It upsets me very much, don't take it personally, I get upset when everyone does that! But you cannot seriously expect to outright call me a liar and then expect me to accept your so-called "help" with teary eyes and a happy heart. No.

Why do I cut? I cut because I'm hurting right now, I'm hurting and I have no one to share my hurt with, and I don't care anymore if you think you want to share my hurt, because I know you don't. You're just like everyone else, saying things that you think sound like the right thing to say at the right time. I know that you think I'm lying about everything, especially the rape. I know that you don't take me seriously and you never did! I know that you would rather have me out of your life. I know all of this! So no. No, I don't want your "help" and I'm not going to tell you anything, or give you any details of anyone or anything. I very strongly dislike you, and I wish you would leave me alone.

Yes, I've been throwing away your letters, yes I've been being mean to you. Suck it up. I do t want anything to do with you and I won't tell you anything. Bye.
-Lillian

Just letting you know that I am here when you need me, okay? I know you wrote this a while back, but I just want you to know that I'll be here for you.