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Rarrghhhhhhhhhhhh

Permanent Linkby star dust on Wed May 02, 2018 9:36 pm

I am so ######6 angry!!!
At myself, at him, at the world!!!!
At so many people!!!!!!
And I can't release it right now.
Wtf has happened to the world.
Wrf has happened to me.
I'm so angry.
I feel like a complete and utter victim. Because I am one. I'm a victim of so many things. But then I'm angry at myself for feeling like that. I'm angry at myself for being a victim.
I DON'T WANT to be a victim.
I'm so angry!!!!!!
This ######6 world. I don't see the point in being in it anymore.
I feel like fighting. That sounds bad. But I do. I feel like having a massive fight with someone. And I really don't want that. I HATE violence. But I am so angry I feel like I need to smash the $#%^ out of something or someone. Not just anyone. Someone evil. I'd love it to be my evil ex boyfriend but I will probably never get the chance to again.
I'm so so so so so so so angry.
It's not healthy how enraged I am. I don't know what to do with myself.
I don't know how to live.
IM SO ######6 DYSFUCTIONAL. ITS UNREAL. WTF IS THE ACTUAL POINT IN MY EXISTENCE.
IM ######6 PATHETIC!!!!!!!
I'm so ######6 annnnnnnnnnnngggrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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RARRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Re: Rarrghhhhhhhhhhhh

Permanent Linkby Snaga on Thu May 03, 2018 12:33 pm

When my mama died. I had a little bit of anger at the world that needed to get out. So one or two of her things that weren't valuable. I broke.. that is an option. I've heard of people going to the thrift store and buying cheap crockery so they can break it. Sometimes it just feels good to break something. Not that I recommend making a habit of it....
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Re: Rarrghhhhhhhhhhhh

Permanent Linkby star dust on Wed May 09, 2018 1:56 pm

[quote="Snaga"]When my mama died. I had a little bit of anger at the world that needed to get out. So one or two of her things that weren't valuable. I broke.. that is an option. I've heard of people going to the thrift store and buying cheap crockery so they can break it. Sometimes it just feels good to break something. Not that I recommend making a habit of it....[/quote]

Aww I'm sorry about your Mother.
You know that's a really good idea. Might go get myself a load and smash it to bits next time I feel like that. It comes all of a sudden but when it does it's completely toxic. Its awful.
I think I'm seriously going to do that you know. A bit of plate smashing ! I will keep a stash in my bedroom! I paint sometimes too. I painted one recently. I called brain vomit haha just went crazy throwing paint at this canvas and it turned out really cool. Like all my different emotions were all the colours I was throwing at this canvas. Vomiting them out my brain. But yeah... Sometimes u just got to break something!!
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