spanky_spee wrote:Struggling with no alcohol and and not many alters around during pregnancy.
I feel completely abandoned by my system even though Jeremy and Barry have been around.
Charlie still views Dellaware as an abuser and it's becoming a strain to feel as if a ghostly childlike presence is floating around.
I'm completely repulsed by the fact my partner won't stop smoking weed. Sometimes I can't even stand to touch them half the time. But I know he won't quit even though he is about to become a Father.
And I don't want my daughter growing thinking that drugs are okay. gosh when I was a kid my father left a bong out and I drank the water leaving me stoned for 2 days. Do I even want to risk that.
I'm repulsed by myself for not being able to quit smoking. But every time I don't have a smoke for at least a day I imagine murdering everyone in the house.
Just simply miserable today.
Hi there
I'm feeling more or less the same
I feel abandoned, like there are no alters around most of the time... I don't know it feels weird to be "me"... I always thought of these moments like something good but now I'm seeing them like something bad... I never realized how much I need them 
As for smoking, we finally quit August 30th. I recommend you to read the Easyway to Quit Smoking method. It works sooo good. I haven't had a single craving!
*trigger warning- drugs*
We (see, I wrote we automatically... but I feel weird because now it feels like it's only me
) smoke weed every now and then now and it should help.Hugs and hi to all the newbies,
Tom
It's always 1 step forward 2 steps back for us.
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