Rape and sadism fantasies *may trigger*

So I'm having fantasies where I tie this girl down to the bed and rape her and perform sadistic actions on her (won't go into details of course).
This fantasy came from that Luka Magnotta video I watched. I even listen to that song fantasizing about things.
It's a girl I met online on another site, who rejected to get to know me.

Now I feel like I'm becoming a monster again.

DO NOT WATCH violent porn, violent videos, and all that stuff, especially if you're a sexual sadist like me. They mess up your mind.

Why am I having these fantasies again? And do you think it is linked to rejection?

ElKahn wrote:So I'm having fantasies where I tie this girl down to the bed and rape her and perform sadistic actions on her (won't go into details of course).
This fantasy came from that Luka Magnotta video I watched. I even listen to that song fantasizing about things.
It's a girl I met online on another site, who rejected to get to know me.

Now I feel like I'm becoming a monster again.

DO NOT WATCH violent porn, violent videos, and all that stuff, especially if you're a sexual sadist like me. They mess up your mind.

Why am I having these fantasies again? And do you think it is linked to rejection?

Do you have any ideas why you are a sexual sadist? Is it purely about sex or could there be psychological or emotional reasons behind it? Are you able to derive pleasure from adult, non fetishistic sex?

Do you have any ideas why you are a sexual sadist? Is it purely about sex or could there be psychological or emotional reasons behind it?

Honestly no, I don't know why I am like this.

Are you able to derive pleasure from adult, non fetishistic sex?

Well I had a sexual experience with my male friend and liked the physical pleasure but I felt weird because I am straight and like women only.
And then I had a semi-sexual experience with a female friend and liked it.
The problem is that I find vanilla stuff boring after a while.....

You know you are the third person on here who said they had sex with a man then said they were straight. A Freudian *might* take a view that there is an internal power struggle regarding suppressed homosexuality and you fantasies of domination might be about taking back control. Or something.

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cumulusjames wrote:You know you are the third person on here who said they had sex with a man then said they were straight. A Freudian *might* take a view that there is an internal power struggle regarding suppressed homosexuality and you fantasies of domination might be about taking back control. Or something.

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For a period of my life I thought I was slightly bisexual but if I try to fantasize having sex with a man I feel sick (no offense).
.I had bad experiences with women so I think that is what makes me be in need of power....fear of rejection, for example.

ElKahn, I don't think that you are a monster. Just be sure to do what you like with someone else who also wants it. There is nothing wrong with fantasies, no matter how violent. It only matters what you do.

And as far as sexuality goes, I personally don't believe that anyone is gay or straight. We are all just sexual and we like who and what we like when we like it.

If he feels in danger of acting them out, or that they may get out of hand, or that he does not want them, then OP has a problem, and needs help and support.

If they are well in control then he could join a BDSM scene or something.

Randi wrote:ElKahn

And as far as sexuality goes, I personally don't believe that anyone is gay or straight. We are all just sexual and we like who and what we like when we like it.

That is a tautology and does not negate the existence of monosexuality. The notion that no-one is entirely monosexual is, however, precedented and feasible to me depending on how you define the term.

People who feel a need to prove thier intellectuality by academic formality, correctness, and games of "I know a better word than you" are rarely true intellectuals.

No offense but i totally hate BDSM. It's fake, staged....not my kind of thing. I'm a real sadist.

I have no intention to act on my fantasies.