Anyone please?!?!?

Hey junno I didn’t get the message, but thank you for the responses, I know something inside of me isn’t gay, because there’s apart of me that wants a girl to hold and love, but then all the stuff hocdsuffer says I go through as well, and hocdsuffer I don’t think you’re gay man, I don’t even think you’re in denial, I think we I hope we just have really bad hocd, everything you say like I’ve said I’ve been through or seen gojn through! I know it sucks man it’s like todsy for the first half I was a 100% sure I was gay idek at times it sucks i just wish it never happens

I give up I’m a hundred percent gay and I know it! A girl sent me pictures it turned me on but every I did things it seemed like a dude or a dude would come in, then I would try to imagine a dude and a girl came In, then I went to lesbian lorn was able to you know, so I was like I’m curious go back to the lesbian porn, I don’t get turned on no more, then I got to gay porn it felt like something not a true erecting or anything but I felt something! Then it’s like I want to smile, it’s like it’s what I want, it felt I was actually enjoying it I can’t handle it no more, I know I’m gay I might be bi but pretty sure I’m gay

jbell777 wrote:I give up I’m a hundred percent gay and I know it! A girl sent me pictures it turned me on but every I did things it seemed like a dude or a dude would come in, then I would try to imagine a dude and a girl came In, then I went to lesbian lorn was able to you know, so I was like I’m curious go back to the lesbian porn, I don’t get turned on no more, then I got to gay porn it felt like something not a true erecting or anything but I felt something! Then it’s like I want to smile, it’s like it’s what I want, it felt I was actually enjoying it I can’t handle it no more, I know I’m gay I might be bi but pretty sure I’m gay

If you were exclusively attracted to men, the photos the girl sent to you would not have turned you on at all.

You’re right about that, I guess I’ve just been in panick, my ocd been bad with everything the past two days, my dad has a heart attack and now is in a coma so my mind is everywhere

Hocdsufferer and jbell77,

Maybe you guys recognize me from last year. I also had a really bad time with God. I have it still, but "controlable". You guys are panicking why to much over this. I known hocd is not nice but you have to try not to let it run your life! Just do your thing and let the voice inside your head talk the hocdtalk, but don't try to reason with it. Try to recognize the thought. After a while it will get better. Only now I feel comfortable enough to open this forum and see if I can help people going through the same.

I've had the same as you guys, and after I while when I was feeling good. It just changed to another theme of OCD. It's the "disease" we have and we just have to control it. Don't let it control you!

Hope it helps

Greetings

Braincanbeweird wrote:Hocdsufferer and jbell77,

Maybe you guys recognize me from last year. I also had a really bad time with God. I have it still, but "controlable". You guys are panicking why to much over this. I known hocd is not nice but you have to try not to let it run your life! Just do your thing and let the voice inside your head talk the hocdtalk, but don't try to reason with it. Try to recognize the thought. After a while it will get better. Only now I feel comfortable enough to open this forum and see if I can help people going through the same.

I've had the same as you guys, and after I while when I was feeling good. It just changed to another theme of OCD. It's the "disease" we have and we just have to control it. Don't let it control you!

Hope it helps

Greetings

Thank You very much I needed that

How do I stop the masturbation? It feels no matter what I do a dude tries to come in! I know if I was gay a girl, or lesbian porn wouldn’t turn me on. But I’ve saud it before it feels like I really wanna be gay

I literally know I'm gay and just keep ignoring it. Like if I ignore it it's not real... But I know I am actually gay. Or bi, I'm scared of that the same. It's all just denial and internal homophobia, I don't want to be attracted to guys just because it's not straight and not like most people. I really think that's the reason and that I'm really gay in denial
I'm just scared of it, but it's real. I don't know what to do I'm gay...

I feel the same way dude, it feels like my emotions want it and I’m just ignoring it

Idk what to do anymore or believe. Like one day I want a gf, then the next it’s like I wanna be gay, then I give into urges and in the images it’s a dude, but then a I stop trying to fight the dude a girl appears! And I think I finish to a girl I’m not too sure? But I know I’ve read if you’re scared of it or already trying to fight it that image will come in, which befor I do anything i start hoping a dude won’t pop up I get scared and worried. But then when idc it’s gone.