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Time will tell is what they said,
But I will not rest ‘till I am dead,
Still waiting for my piece of the pie,
Still waiting to be fed.
Fed up with waiting,
Fed up with whining,
Fed up with hanging by a thread so loose,
And most of all tired of trying.
Failure knocks at my door,
Success is a whore,
A temporary placebo,
Lets see what in store,
More of the same,
Time ...

in perspective I'm grateful, My Mum dog n I all have our health and thats whats important in life.

But why does fate look down on u and play with u sometimes

My VCR broke

then my tv I replaced both and I'm skint

and then the first day of the real cold weather here

and my central heating goes caput and leaves me with no hot water or heat

I mean why could that ...

My brain has fried,
Under the weight of its own disease,
All hope has died,
Someone kill me please.
Inner demons struggling to succeed,
The only recourse left is to appease,
Or seek that ever elusive relief.
Left lacking in aptitude,
Ain’t too cool,
Impossible to be social without being rude,
Family life is too obtuse,
Life in general is a system of abuse,
I am left making excuses,
To mask my terror of the ...

I look around and what do I see,
Misery,
A society in turmoil and hypocrisy,
Bureaucratic red tape and cultural palsy,
Celebrities and superstars wasting their lives in magazines.
The people on the street,
The people that you meet,
The struggle of interaction,
And the struggle of the weak.
A world on edge,
Never ending power play,
Life is a stage,
and the stage determines the limits of what the actors can say,
CRY OUT ...

Hi,

Sorry, I didn't know where else to post this.

I am a undergraduate psychology student in England who (hopefully) will graduate in May 2006. The problem I'm having is that I have absolutely no clue as to what I want to do, in terms of a career. And to be honest, I'm not sure of my choices.

What job opportunites do I have as a BSc graduate? Where do I start looking?

I was ...

The Rains Return


As darkness emerges and silence speaks.
Sitting on the corner of midnight dreams.
A twinkle falls from its glimmering path.
The stars are gone that one time gleamed.

The rains have come and soaked the ground
The reflection pierces, moving right.
Just as the moon would light the sky.
A scarlet red consumes the night.

The rains will end and the sun will come.
First bringing warmth but then it burns.
And ...

A testament to misery,
War is waged all around me,
Hear the sound of the falling shells,
And hear the shells of hollow men ringing hollow bells,
Look outside and see the explosions,
Look inside and see the implosion,
Of a heart beating to the drum of the minutemen screaming about the erosion of a society on edge.

A testament to the ability of men to wage wars,
Over minimum wages, and the rights of ...

I understand if you don’t want to talk
If you don’t want to walk
Because you’re afraid it might unlock
A door that was blocked
Long ago

I can see why you are so shy
Why you so hate my eyes
Because they pierce deep beyond the lies
To what cries
Within you

Your thoughts though safe with me
Will seem to speed
Through times doors without the need of keys
To resurface like armies ...

The pain in these memories
is immesurable to me
it clouds over my eyes
and makes it hard to see

My friends were there
keeping me alive another day
What they did helped me
Thats why im here today

I remember and see
the flashbacks in my head
Negotiating with god
the blood in my bed

Some things people say
They open the door
the door that leads to
the way it was before

I ...

The meds don’t work
The cure has stopped
I feel weak


If only you could read my mind
I try to express how I feel
But it just comes out
sounding like gibberish

I want the normalcy back
I want the protection
I want to be with someone
Without the fear
Of “will you hurt me?”

I try to escape
From the real world
Into my fantasy

I have forgotten
What my fantasy world is ...