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Crimson Clock

Living in a house without windows or a door
Walking in rooms with no ceilings or a floor
Wave me off as I take off
Left with hatred and devoid of love

Limping into this without a second guess
And I know what got me into this ######6 mess
Now you wave me off as I take off
Into hatred I’m devoid of love

Door knobs, locked locks, the clock stops… tic tocs ...

(i was born 2 be broken
i realize this every day i wake up
i was born 2 be hated
i realize this every time i break up

digging deeper into my broken mind
searching for the reasons of any kind
too keep me on my feet
tearing deeper into the vains of life
my only friend is my knife
trying too make myself bleed)

part 2

crawling over the floor
sliding against the door ...

twinkle twinkle little star
how come ive fallen so far
into nothing into silence
i cant take all this violence

twinkle twinkle little star
how high can you set the bar
on compassion on feeling
on a reason to loose all meaning

how far can you let me fall
how long will you stop and stall
how long will i have too wait
for you too scream and fade

twinkle twinkle little star
let me ...

Suicidal tendencies,
The feeling hangs about
With ruthless tenacity,
My will is fleeting,
My stabbed heart
Somehow beating
The conniving friends I once lacked,
Now stick their knives in my back,
It is up to me to pick up the slack,
And start running away from my destiny.

Peoples hearts beat to a drum I am at a loss to understand,
Their motivations, their actions, their words, I’ll be damned,
When political action committees take ...

i'm lost

tonight

down deep where

the dirt is like muddy waters

and the demons of the air

have the uncanny ability

to crush your chest cavity thin

it weans itself, but then as soon as it sees its chance

it wanders on by, taking whatever it pleases, or sees

...Anything could be something worth tormenting .

i'm supposed to be fighting

the demon, the devil in disguise

tonight his tricks are like kitten licks ...

This is just a general question, nothing specific. What do you guys think about Women's Studies? I find that most people have this preconcieved notion of Women's Studies as a class just for women who hate men, sitting around discussing periods and childbirth. Any thoughts? Has anyone taken Women's Studies? Would any men take Women's Studies?

hoping for the next day

the light is fading from the last candle
my life has become more then i can handle
full of treason lies and scandle
i just want too forget this
before i remember it all

my hand is shaking and my concentration is fading
my mind is breaking i can put up with all this hating
things that put you down
deeper until your on the ground

the conversations are becoming ...

Deafening silence
Broken heart
Pain in every breath

Betrayed trust
Hopeless hope
When will I ever rest?

You came to me
You wanted my love
With trepidation
I followed the path.

I trusted you
To keep my heart
Safe, secure,
And fast.

But now you want
To give me back
The gifts that I
Have given

You throw them at
My feet like dust
Your honesty
Forgotten

Chasing rainbows off you go
Desiring to be ...

This morning I heard an awful sound
one never heard before
I found my father on the ground
his coloring was poor

I reached to feel for a pulse
in which there wasn't one
I tried to give him CPR
while mom dialed 911

The medics came rather quickly
Lights were flashing in the air
I never knew my father was sick
his health seemed pretty fair

The emt's revived my dad
his face lit ...

with nice little twist
i slit my wrist ...... :cry:

not waiting life to kill
rather my own blood i spill.... :cry:

its my own choice, i have no fear
only pain, in eyes some unshed tears .... :cry:

on the floor, ...