From the age of 19 or so (23 now) I have basically felt like the most hideous monster on the earth. I was recently diagnosed with OCD about a year ago, but I have been in and out of mental institutions from my late teens recieving diagnosis from Bipolar to Schizophrenia.
Anyway, my problem is that I have persistant intrusive thoughts about potentially harming other people. This started with thoughts of senselessly pushing people into ...