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Okay, so there is this olf boyfriend of mine that I want to see again. Not because I love him but because he is just another number on my spreadsheet. YES I keep track of all my lovers on a spreadsheet. How do I persue him into sleeping with me... I mean I am beautiful and excellent in bed, but what is a girl to do?

Hello everyone. My long delay in posting yet again provides me ample moments in which to reflect. I have been curious as to how the narcissist presumes his reality. Aside from reading literature on the subject I have been often wishful, perhaps foolishly, to have the mind of a narcissist, albeit for a short while. This wish wouldn't be for the pupose of taking advantage of people but rather to fully appreciate and understand their ...

O.k I know this is maybe crazy but I'm doing it anyway.
He contacted me and I couldn't resist. Now over the last 2 months I have read books, read so much information my head could burst and kept involved in forums.
I have been very frank in a careful manner and brought to his attention Narcissism in his behaviour and he also @!@@@! through a book of mine in which I had highlighted points ...

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Perhaps in reaction to my RETREAT to a detached, disinterested, purely professional stance.

But the flow of tears by my "N-student-friend", (a 44-yr-old man), as he suddenly confided in me the difficulty of his life, his lonliness and lack of friends, was completely unexpected.
"Next week I hope to be ready to tell you more about why I am this way..."

Possibly authentic? or manipulative, these tears? Are they, too, so easily fabricated?

here comes a tl;dr

Well, there's this girl I've known since high school...a beautiful bright and shining optimist, and since before I knew her...she's had a crush on me. I will never understand this...I spent my student life trying to avoid people like that, because I had no idea how to react to that sort of thing...I was a mute essentially, perpetually melancholy and always alone...still...I guess, in her mind those traits were admirable

...to ...

My last ex, we had a back and forth for a while...

She had her good traits, or so it seemed.. she could make me laugh, she was very pretty, great in bed... but she had this way about her, almost like she was better than most situations and people... she found it fun to browse through classified ads and laugh at the things people were trying to sell...

She also had her ways of ...

So... last few days I've been trying to figure out what my problem is.

First I found about Neurosis... then decided I have Neurosis of OCD and anxiety...

Now I'm beginning to think I have NPD as well... maybe even HPD...

I feel I have a bit of every psychological disorders named, except for the "hostile" ones...

I may be overreacting... I feel as if I have no base to rely on myself.

...But ever ...

If you have a NARC in the family and they won't let go. Even after all reasonable length of ignoring and trying to move on. I thought of moving the family to put distance between us as we live ten mins apart and the NARC is aware of most of our movements etc.. There are in fact people who live in next road who report back and attend the same school so have daily info. ...

Ok so I'm in an accelerated nursing program. Its about halfway done yet I made the mistake of dating an N that I met through the program.

Now that its been said and done, we broke up a few months back, had this back and forth... long story short, I cut her off.. We are no longer speaking.

I have since tried to make amends, talk to her about getting on good terms so there ...