by halcatalyst41 » Thu Sep 24, 2015 1:24 pm
I may not be the oldest (74) living person with bipolar, but I’m probably the oldest here. My diagnosis goes back 40 years, symptoms 50 years or more. BP one wrecked my 20s and messed with most of the rest of my life up to now, but compared with many I’ve been very fortunate. I’ve been married for 45 years and had a decent career. But I’ve experienced many, many dark depressions and many manias, some psychotic, more manias perhaps than I’ve even been aware of. (I think when we’re manic we tend to think we’re just “high normal.” That’s part of the problem.)
So I’m very experienced with bipolar. After my retirement (in 2005) I went through several years of severe mania followed by depression followed by mania, and on and on, with as many as four major episodes a year. In 2009 an adjustment to my meds gave me some five years of freedom, though since last year I’ve had several experiences of what my psychiatrist calls hypomania. Thank God I’ve had no depression.
I’ve been very introspective during these recent manic episodes, very conscious of how my current experience contrasts with my normal thoughts and feelings and behaviors. I’ve even taken a few notes for the possible edification of my “normal” self when I return to it. I may write a book about it. I’m only half joking! What else do I do in retirement? I’m a professional writer (though no Kay Redfield Jamison).
I want to sound you about something I’ve experienced during a couple of my last manias. They lasted a couple of weeks, more or less. It happened that I became Ill a few days into each of these manias, and the manic symptoms went away a few days later, much sooner than I expected. (Remember, I am an experienced maniac and very `aware on a day-to-day basis of my manic symptoms, and so is my wife, who will not let me get away with saying I’ve recovered if she thinks I haven’t.) The illnesses happened to be upper respiratory infections, which always turn into bronchitis for me.
So the question is, has anybody else ever experienced such a thing, or heard (or better, read) about the possibility that a minor illness might shorten a manic spell?
Correlation is not causation, of course. But the idea intrigues me. Not that I’m going to go out and try to catch a cold the next time I get manic.
... All times I have enjoy'd
Greatly, have suffer'd greatly, both with those
That loved me, and alone...
Tennyson