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I woke up to a demon voice telling me to masturbate

Postby humantorch » Sat Dec 26, 2020 4:39 pm

On the night of December 21, 2020, I was woken up from my sleep by a demonic sounding voice telling me to masturbate to a woman that I do not like. I resisted the urge, my body was shaking. Then after a few moments, the voice told me to masturbate or else I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep for the rest of the night. After what felt like 2 hours of resisting the urge, I caved and masturbated to the thought of me having missionary sex with the woman. I immediately dropped to sleep and woke up before my alarm.

Here's some background information as to why I don't like this woman:
1. She's super inappropriate and embarrassing in public places. She often makes very vulgar and racist comments. She believes a lot of conspiracy theories over actual facts and says these things out loud.
2. Her brother, people from church, and some of her male friends have all come to me recommending that I should date her. I am not interested and never have been.
3. One time I saw her on Tinder and as a joke I super liked her (which I do to everyone I know personally). She didn't match with me, but instead she posted an embarrassing video of me (which I don't know how she got a hold of the video in the first place) to her Instagram story, tagged me in it, apologized, then unfollowed me. Weirdo behavior.

I have not seen, talked to, or even thought of this woman in about 2 months and she appears in this demon attack. I went back through my old text messages to see if I could find any correlation and the freaky thing is her birthday December 21, the same night of the attack. I'm freaking out and don't know what any of this means. Can someone help?
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Re: I woke up to a demon voice telling me to masturbate

Postby Snaga » Sun Dec 27, 2020 4:30 am

Looking at it purely from a secular standpoint, it would seem as if you have something going on about this woman- if not a subconscious attraction, perhaps that you were urged to go with her, when you did not want to- and perhaps it took the form of a... very vivid dream?
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Re: I woke up to a demon voice telling me to masturbate

Postby Remember Ronni » Sun Dec 27, 2020 2:23 pm

Reading this I thought well that's what dreams are all about sometimes. Random and weird. And sometimes they can also be rather inappropriate too. I'm thinking the 'wet dreams' thing. Or just waking up feeling horny. Right? I mean like it or not as humans this can happen. Half asleep we could interpret this as something terrible. It could just mean you ate too much cheese before you went to bed.

Whenever I am sick, with a cold or something, I get the strangest nightmares. You know the 2 headed dragon types. And for me it's a good way of telling me I am coming down with a cold. So whilst I don't enjoy them very much I don't freak out about it either.

Maybe you're just reading too much into this. You had a weird dream. Or a nightmare if you prefer. So obviously you're also human. Try not to worry too much about it. Just your mind playing tricks on you.
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Re: I woke up to a demon voice telling me to masturbate

Postby DoDecaDon » Sun Dec 27, 2020 8:34 pm

humantorch wrote:On the night of December 21, 2020, I was woken up from my sleep by a demonic sounding voice telling me to masturbate to a woman that I do not like. I resisted the urge, my body was shaking. Then after a few moments, the voice told me to masturbate or else I wouldn't be able to go back to sleep for the rest of the night. After what felt like 2 hours of resisting the urge, I caved and masturbated to the thought of me having missionary sex with the woman. I immediately dropped to sleep and woke up before my alarm.

Here's some background information as to why I don't like this woman:
1. She's super inappropriate and embarrassing in public places. She often makes very vulgar and racist comments. She believes a lot of conspiracy theories over actual facts and says these things out loud.
2. Her brother, people from church, and some of her male friends have all come to me recommending that I should date her. I am not interested and never have been.
3. One time I saw her on Tinder and as a joke I super liked her (which I do to everyone I know personally). She didn't match with me, but instead she posted an embarrassing video of me (which I don't know how she got a hold of the video in the first place) to her Instagram story, tagged me in it, apologized, then unfollowed me. Weirdo behavior.

I have not seen, talked to, or even thought of this woman in about 2 months and she appears in this demon attack. I went back through my old text messages to see if I could find any correlation and the freaky thing is her birthday December 21, the same night of the attack. I'm freaking out and don't know what any of this means. Can someone help?


1. You or the voice made the women forbidden thus making it more desirable (especially when it's sexy stuff)

2. Ever been told not to think about something and that's all you can think about? I think that's what happened here.

3. Don't read too much into it
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Re: I woke up to a demon voice telling me to masturbate

Postby Una+ » Thu Dec 31, 2020 9:47 pm

There are two details in your post that raise a big red flag for me:
Her brother, people from church, and some of her male friends have all come to me recommending that I should date her.

she posted an embarrassing video of me (which I don't know how she got a hold of the video in the first place) to her Instagram story

So, (a) she has the hots for you, (b) she is gathering intel on you, and (c) on her birthday you were subjected to an anomalous experience connected with her.

I too have been subjected to anomalous experiences and can attest they are disturbing. I consulted a wide variety of professionals, both spiritual and secular.

My advice to you would be to do all you can to prevent future contact with her. Block her on social media, do not engage with her in any way, and do not let anyone engage you on her behalf. In fact, limit or end contact with all her flying monkeys. Watch out for flying monkeys you don't know are working on her behalf.

Here is hoping this first anomalous experience will not be followed by others.
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Re: I woke up to a demon voice telling me to masturbate

Postby MindAnn » Mon Jan 11, 2021 8:13 am

I agree. Just don't, in any way connect with her. Self-control is the key and as much as possible, you should preoccupy your mind with fun things or at least get a distraction like a hobby or go somewhere.
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Re: I woke up to a demon voice telling me to masturbate

Postby kimsuo87 » Sat May 22, 2021 11:05 pm

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