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by birdsong87 » Wed Aug 03, 2016 1:21 pm
today i was very scared. we are in a clinic and there is a woman in the caferteria and she is on the table next to us and she got very angry today and yelled mean things and was very scary. so i ran.
i am ok now. Annett says she will keep an eye on the weird woman. she came all dressed up for lunch with a wig to pretend she is someone else. Asti said that maybe she has parts too. she is very scary and i wont go to eating now. unless they have chicken. i love chicken.
i wanted to go home really badly. i miss talking to Evan and Sea and little B and everyone else. i miss my home and my bed. i am so glad i have Stelle with me. she is a bear. today is a hard day and Asti allowed me to have chocolate because it was very hard to go to lunch when breakfast was so scary.
i miss you all. it would be fun to be here together.
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by IainEtc » Wed Aug 03, 2016 2:59 pm
Hi Maya!!!!!
I am so HAPPY that you wrote to us!! I'm sorry you are scared. Scared isn't good. I wish the weird lady wasn't there to scare you but I'm glad Asti and Annett are protecting you.
Your friend,
Evan
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by BeccaBee » Wed Aug 03, 2016 8:58 pm
hey maya!!
even when we go somewhere really fun I still miss my home and my bed. even though I bring my pillow and my blankie. it is really nice for you to write. come write again even though the internet is slow.
I think it's on you ran away. I don't like people who yell either.
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by Seangel » Thu Aug 04, 2016 3:41 am
birdsong87 wrote:today i was very scared. we are in a clinic and there is a woman in the caferteria and she is on the table next to us and she got very angry today and yelled mean things and was very scary. so i ran.
i am ok now. Annett says she will keep an eye on the weird woman. she came all dressed up for lunch with a wig to pretend she is someone else. Asti said that maybe she has parts too. she is very scary and i wont go to eating now. unless they have chicken. i love chicken.
i wanted to go home really badly. i miss talking to Evan and Sea and little B and everyone else. i miss my home and my bed. i am so glad i have Stelle with me. she is a bear. today is a hard day and Asti allowed me to have chocolate because it was very hard to go to lunch when breakfast was so scary.
i miss you all. it would be fun to be here together.
Hello Maya girl,
Why are you in the clinic? Sending you good vibes tonight. When you mentioned chicken I remember a chicken dish with oyster sauce I like. I hope you got to eat chicken, and hopefully a loved and well taken care chicken.
Woooohoooo! I'm glad Stelle is with you Rwar. And We are here too. Sending you the coolest energy.
It's cool Annet is paying attention to the woman.
Good night. Good night everyone.
Tonight I learnt about Scalar Energy, which ... seems to be very interesting. Maybe that's how we can really be present and connected with the whole universe. So you are not alone there Maya. WE are connected with you.
Sea
Taking myself some time away from PF. Sea (Dec, 2016)
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by birdsong87 » Thu Aug 04, 2016 12:50 pm
we are at the clinic because Asti wants to work again but she is so tired and needs rest and sleep and nice things. today the T talked about us kids and offered we can come out too and play. he said its not a good idea just to let Asti have a good time and he wants us to meet a new T next week. he is young and asian and he is nice.
i feel better today. not so scared but a little sad. there is so much happening. its a lot.
i am glad you are all here and glad you didnt forget me and that you are my friends.
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by IainEtc » Thu Aug 04, 2016 5:56 pm
Hi Maya,
We don't forget you because you are our friend. The new T sounds nice! Are you going to come out and play? I'm glad you are not so scared now. I hope you can find neat things to do.
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by birdsong87 » Fri Aug 05, 2016 10:53 am
the T is gone for 2 weeks. i hope he goes somewhere sunny and comes back happy. he said we will see an other T while he is gone. i have seen him before. he always does the imagining stuff with us and i am allowed to come out and imagine stories in my head. maybe he will do that with me when i see him.
i am a little scared but i will try. he looks nice.
tonight is pizza night again. Asti says we will try to have my pepperoni pizza once a week. like at home.
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by LittleMie » Fri Aug 05, 2016 12:10 pm
My mum is writing this for me, she is not my actual mum but she is the one who does the looking after. I want somebody to listen to me. I feel so sad but must keep happy because everyone relies on me. I also look after my baby sister. She is down a hole. This is the first time I have ever really been allowed to say anything. Don't want to say anything else. Bye bye.
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by IainEtc » Fri Aug 05, 2016 3:14 pm
Hi LittleMie,
Thanks for writing. You can write some more if you want. I'm sorry you feel sad and have to make like you're happy. That's hard.
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by BeccaBee » Sat Aug 06, 2016 1:21 am
hello little littlemie. you can talk to us and we will listen. that is good you look after your baby sister. maybe one day when everybody is ready she can get rescued from the hole.
evan have you catch many pokemons?
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