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Sib- how come its normal for her to touch herself? I don't have those feelings...is there a way to make her stop? It makes my stomache sick. About school, I didn't do anything to the teacher. This girl broke my freakin ipod today so I hit her. Thats why I got kicked out of my class and then suspended.

Norma- So you don't understand why you have those feelings? Is there a way you can get rid of them?
-from Christina

Christina, stop pretending like I ###$ know everything! Im just as lost as you are okay! You were able to move on and grow without me so maybe you should just tell me what the ###$ is wrong with me. UGh! I can't stand you sometimes! I don't even know how im living with myself right now. You know what, i dont wanna talk about this no more. You just gonna keep judging me.

I need advice...I don't know what to do with this situation? is every host this hard to deal with? You all have no idea who I have to put up with. I mean look, have I even said anything wrong to her?? Im not trying to fight with her. I just wanna get along. Why does she have to judge everything i do.

Everyone does it love it's natural. It's not something she controls dude, it's a feeling, she's explained this you should respect that. If you don't like it, that's understandable but is there anyway you could agree, maybe, if Norma feels that way, you wait till it's suitable and she has sometime on her own to do what she feels? It's just a case of coming to an agreement.

Norma- there's no need to retaliate like that babe. I know it's weird you have these feelings but everyone does, it's not normal, and if I didn't follow through i'd be in the worse mood ever lol. You need to do what you have both been doing, talking and i've said lots i'm proud of you both, I promise you're doing well.

And my partner and one of her alters used to bite eachothers heads off from what she says but they learnt to talk wrote notes etc and now they're really close. It's not going to happen overnight unfortunately...

She doesn't judge nore does Norma judge you Christina, you have different thoughts, emotions and you need to learn about eachother. Just because she's in with you, in your head, doesn't make it any different, she's still a different person to you and you just need to give it time to get to know eachother, go out have fun, watch a funny film together, read jokes you get the drift!

You need to give it time xxx

P.s Norma, as I said, she doesn't have a choice, she has to grow that's life. $#%^ as it is for you I know it is but look to growing together!

Okay I will set time aside just for her but that makes me feel sick inside. I see what your saying tho. we have to agree. im trying to change her and i cant. i have to do something my mom doesnt do for me, except me just the way i am. Norma's still mad at me but i know she will get over it.
-christina

yeah chris, u need to respect my wishes listen to sib. Lets go help your mom make dinner
-Norma

Good work guys. Yeah it would prob make me feel sick but Norma isn't same as you hunny which I think you're both realising.

She is starting to learn as are you Norma you need to come to agreements before taking over etc. I can help if you need me to. Did you both have a good nights sleep last night?

Go help with dinner

yeah we slept well and yes we are very different more than i thought.

So its a case of learning about eachother

hey girls just thought I'd let you I'm off to bed so if you reply I'm not ignoring you have a second good nights sleep chicks!! Xxx

Norma is causing me to lose all my friends really. im not exaggerating. I dont know how to live life with just me and her. I have pushed everyone away cuz they donnt understand me and some i puushed away cuz i know they wouldnt understand me of I tried. I think Norma is trying to get it to where its just me and her and im not gonna have no wheres to eescape to when she gets mad. thats not even the thing tho..im scared of being alone with her and i dont want the world to turn against me. i admit, i have used Norma and her anger to help me be brave and say the things that pushes people away. Ive even let Norma take control when people say shes not real. Thats when I let Norma loose cuz I can't deal with all these people that don't understand. It is only here that people understand. maybe thats the way it has to be? Do you think its safe for me and Norma to push people away so we can be alone? Btw, sorry Norma for blaming you. You are not causing me to lose my friends...you are helping me get ones that will see both of us cuz thats only fair. Im beginning to really like you Norma....Im just trying to make sure this is the best thing for us.
-christina