sad lately

I jsut want everyone on here to know that I love you all and your such great guys.
i am so very very tearful and so very scared.
people wer mean to me and i didnt wanna deal with it. i dont like being called names.
so i found somebody inside that had hidden away. shes my friend form primary school, her name is amethyst. we cuddled Wistful, our bunny rabbit, and hid in the car for a few hours,. and we hav been relaxing an watching flims and stuff recentley to forget about it.
for the first time we told daddy about the bullies and he is making sure theyr not gionna say anythign to me again.

i love everyone on here, your all peopl that unsdrtand what its like. i wish i clold hug you all. lark and bates and benny and trixy and john abd dimmensional and diamond and anyone else i forgot.

((((((to everyon))))))

Thanks Harri. I remember talking to you here before but I cannot remember what particularly it was relating too. I'm interested to know which films you watched with your friend. You wanna tell?

*hug**hug*

hi harri and all.
(((((HUGS)))))
I hope you are feeling safe now!

If it is difficult to deal with the sad thoughts and emotions, it is good to do things you enjoy. In my opinion, it gets you to focus on the positive.*hugs back*

Hi Harri! I'll give you a hug too, even though I don't know you! I agree with radames. Doing things you love to do always helps shake the sad feelings. Take care, hun!

Aw Harri, it's okay. (((Harri)))

I hope everything is better.

I know what you're feeling.

Mike & Crew

((((((((((((((((to you all too)))))))))))))))))))))

Glad you're around here!
Sara and all

**HUG**

I'm sorry people were mean to you. Sometimes it's hard for people to understand. Sometimes they are reacting to other parts of us, and don't realize that we've switched and that they're screaming at the scared 5 year old and not the mean teenager that instigated the screaming.

It's hard to deal with, sometimes, trying to explain to the people inside that they're all the same person and that people are simply being human and reacting to things and don't know who it is that they're yelling at.. or they're so riled up that they couldn't care less that the "person" that they're attacking has never done anything to them.

It's sad how DID re-victimizes us all at times, because of how we're triggered and how different people come out and then disappear to leave others to deal with the consequences of actions that aren't their own. And then the person that is left to deal with things ends up with even more skewed version of reality and feeds that information back to the troublemaker that caused all the grief in the first place, which the troublemaker then uses to rationalize more trouble. GAH. I hate that cycle.

And then sometimes there's just jerks that are mean to other humans without a cause. I hate them. They're sick damaged people.

Trixy

your post really made sense to me, something ive wondered about is how sometimes my actions are those of all of me. Then part of me leaps in saves the day or like more recently feels angry and resentful and hurt.

anyhow just wanted to say thank you , it has helped me a little to understand more.

Twelve
x

i love you too harri. i hope you and amethyst are feeling happier and safer now. (((((((((((big hug))))))))) i have a dog and two cats that seem to know when i feel scared and sad. they all cuddle with me on the sofa when i'm down. just like you, amethyst and bunny. i used to have a bun bun when i was little too. he went everywhere with me. amethyst sure is a pretty name.

bye bye for now,
love,
benny