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by WeAreOne420 » Mon Apr 13, 2020 8:55 pm
Just wondering who else feels like they're disassociating within the body? Almost like flying or floating?
Best I can describe it is feeling high/drunk and needing to hold onto something or you'll fall down.
I feel like that INSIDE. we all do I believe. Some are more grounded than others.
Feeling stable at the moment because.I accidentally got stuck somewhere and its the most stable feeling we've been constantly in quite some time.
I got uncomfortable about something today and for the first time in a week I felt like I was flying on the inside again.
I found some solid ground again but man...this is intense.
I've noticed my symptoms aren't exactly "normal" but the way my alters function (protectors,hosts etc. ) seem to be where I have typical symptoms.
Is anyone out there like this?
Also I feel like I've asked this before but ...well you know how it goes lol
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by Una+ » Tue Apr 14, 2020 1:40 am
The experience of somehow going into an inner void is a common variant of an out-of-body experience. Many of us have that inner void experience.
It has nothing to do with the "inner emptiness" of borderline personality disorder.
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4 girl behind amnesia wall. 5 girl in love.
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by Allcoulors » Tue Apr 14, 2020 9:57 am
Yes, the floating but also the other way around? Like you feel stuck on the inside of your skin and cant get loose. It feels very uncomfortable to.
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by ArbreMonde » Tue Apr 14, 2020 5:29 pm
I hade kinda both since the begining of the quarantine. I'm not human-shaped and being stuck inside by the quarnatine made me feel stuck inside my own skin. And in the same time, I cannot front properly so I'm doing my "host" job by "hiding behind others" (i.e. others front and I kinda remote-control them). I don't feel "here" at all even though it's my way to do the things, to think, to speak.... but it's not the me-feeling.
I need out and under trees.
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