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Second Christmas in a row with this Trigger Warning

Postby Rive » Mon Dec 23, 2019 10:27 pm

****Trigger Warning***(talk of parents and stuff of a sexual nature)****


So last year around Christmas my dad took a picture of me and I was sitting in kind of a way. I didn't realize I was sitting like that. I told my mom and I sent the picture to her. She was upset because he also tries to rub my legs in the car. Anyway my dad took a picture and this time I said why are you taking that picture and do not put it on Facebook. I had one leg bent and one leg straight but I had leggings on and again didn't realize how I was sitting. He admitted that he took it because of the way I was sitting. The reason I knew he was taking a picture was because I heard the click. Anyway he went to bed. I got his phone sent the pic to my mom through my phone then erased it on his. My mom was ranting about how he is a perverted, mentally ill freak. So of course I am thinking about Abela and how she is. Sitting here feeling bad about how she is. I am also feeling so stupid for never saying anything to him when he does this. Feeling I am not protecting myself or anyone in the system. Also not wanting to step on anyone's toes so close to Christmas.
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Re: Second Christmas in a row with this Trigger Warning

Postby Amythyst » Tue Dec 24, 2019 12:18 am

Hey Rive,

Sorry you gotta deal with that $#%^. Is there any way you can just avoid him?

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Re: Second Christmas in a row with this Trigger Warning

Postby Rive » Tue Dec 24, 2019 12:24 am

I'm going to try.
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Re: Second Christmas in a row with this Trigger Warning

Postby myce » Tue Dec 24, 2019 1:55 pm

It's normal for people with DID to feel shame and other conflicting feelings because of others' shameful acts. We were conditioned as children NOT to protect ourselves but we adapted to a hostile environment the best we could.
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