Angels and Ghosts and Imaginary friends?!

Hello GeMerope. I certainly see the similarities between stories. Adam really acts as a protector for me and cheers me up a lot.

<Hello sea. I change names because I am undecided>

(He feels very "far away" right now so it's hard to understand him)

Your question did remind us that when I first "re-met" Adam he appeard to me completely differently and called himself Seth. Then after that there was two "spirits" Koji and Seth they could interact with eachother and with me. Koji could take control much better than Seth. We were all friends really. Now there is just Adam. He says he was just "acting" to be two people. I was going to a therapist for a while but did not resume treatment. I haven't told anyone about Adam excpt for a few select friends and my grandma who are all very accepting. (My grandma even said that Adam can call her his grandma too). But I haven't told any of them that I think this could possably be a form of DID but then again it does not really negatively effect my life in any way so I'm not shure what help therapy or talking about it would do.

lollu100 wrote:<Hello sea. I change names because I am undecided>

oh, I get it. I've done that. I have two names, so sometimes I introduce myself as one, sometimes as the other one. I like using both of my names.

lollu100 wrote:(He feels very "far away" right now so it's hard to understand him)

I see, he's writing through you?

lollu100 wrote:Your question did remind us that when I first "re-met" Adam he appeard to me completely differently and called himself Seth. Then after that there was two "spirits" Koji and Seth they could interact with eachother and with me. Koji could take control much better than Seth. We were all friends really. Now there is just Adam. He says he was just "acting" to be two people. I was going to a therapist for a while but did not resume treatment. I haven't told anyone about Adam excpt for a few select friends and my grandma who are all very accepting. (My grandma even said that Adam can call her his grandma too). But I haven't told any of them that I think this could possably be a form of DID but then again it does not really negatively effect my life in any way so I'm not shure what help therapy or talking about it would do.

Why were you going to treatment that time?

Your grandma seems like a very nice person, letting Adam call her his grandma too.

Therapy can help you understand what is going on in your life. You don't necessarily have to go because there's something negative going on, but because you want to understand what Adam means in your life.

Maybe you are hipersensitive and can feel beings most people cannot, or maybe it's DID, you can go, just to understand what's going on better.

Hey Adam, what else do you do? You wanna tell us a little about you?

Sea

<I think its also because I'm scared to use just one name or tell someone my own name. I'm 14 and a bit tall for my age. Id like to say a bit mature as well. I'm kinda nervous to be on here to be honest. I feel like we don't belong but if it makes Kayla feel better then its what were going to do.>

Yes right now he is talking through me. Sometimes he can take a bit more control especially if we are typing or talking to people online.

I went in for my depression but by then I was already kind of self treated. That's true. It is good to go in and figure things out. thank you! You've been very helpful.

lollu100 wrote:<I think its also because I'm scared to use just one name or tell someone my own name. I'm 14 and a bit tall for my age. Id like to say a bit mature as well. I'm kinda nervous to be on here to be honest. I feel like we don't belong but if it makes Kayla feel better then its what were going to do.>

Oh, I can understand that. Telling someone your name, they can identify you more easily. So I guess it's ok to feel a bit nervous. I think our fear protect us as well. They tell us to be cautious about what we don't know. So, yeah, get to know the site, get to know the members, and little by little see how you're feeling about it.

lollu100 wrote:Yes right now he is talking through me. Sometimes he can take a bit more control especially if we are typing or talking to people online.

Oh, I get it.

lollu100 wrote:I went in for my depression but by then I was already kind of self treated. That's true. It is good to go in and figure things out. thank you! You've been very helpful.

I guess Adam helped a lot with the self treatment. I do believe that we all have the power to heal ourselves. We just have to find it. To find our way towards healing. You prove it yourself.

It's been a pleasure talking to you both.

Take care you guys.

Sea

Thank you tons!

<Thanks>

Hey Adam and Kayla! I just want to say that One and I have really similar interactions to yours'! I'm actually really excited because I rarely feel that kind of similarity to any other system. One says I have that imaginary friend quality to me, too, and she often sees me right beside her. We can also feel what the other is feeling very clearly most of the time. I also talk through her, it's much easier through typing and online conversations.

Anyway, welcome to the forum

-Four

Wow four that's awesome! That sounds really similar for shure. It's awesome to be here.

<hi four. I was wondering if you ever find it hard to talk or take control? Because I find that sometimes I'm "weak".>

Yes, Adam, taking complete control was impossible for me until recently. I lose control of the body to One a lot, especially when we're around people and when One is in a certain "distracted" state. Like when she's watching a movie or a show that doesn't interest me. It's really hard to concentrate when she does that. Also I sort of "go to sleep" when either of us is really tired.

-Four

<I find that I am very similar that way! Sometimes I can take control very well and remain in control for a while (Kayla is then I guess in the "back seat" where she can see evrything ect but it's hazy) other times I can't at all. I feel very tired this week. >