thoughts, worries, apologies

I dont know if I'm making this up subconsciously or not any more. But I guess if its subconscious it doesn't matter?

Okay. I need to look at this from the outside.

She is going through a lot of $#%^, whether it is "nightmares" or actually happening, it seems not to happen when we aren't here.
We are all, or at least those of us aware, terrified to go to sleep now.

We do have to get out of here, whether we are safe we do not feel safe and that alone is hurting us

Dont I need some kind of proof though? To tell someone who has no idea what's going on... Why would they believe me?

It s easy to think no one will ever believe you.

I ve been on the lookout for proof for years, thinkin nothing could ever have happened because this or this or this.

In the end, what matters is: were you hurt? Do you feel unsafe? Are you terrified in your own home from your own dad?
That rings alarm bells.

You don t have to talk about abuse immediately, it s very hard to talk about. Start safe, about how you feel and how you don t know how to go on like this.

No one needs proof for that, that s how you feel, and it should ring alarm bells or bring up a bit of extra support you could do with.

Love

Nina11