i always wonder if moods = feelings
is what we feel inside affected by our moods or it's the other way around, or they are simply the same.
i don't feel like i want to do something today. is that mood or feeling?
I've finished my work in instant.
i browse here and there without knowing what am i searching for.
it's not that i feel like this since the beginning of the day. As matter of fact, i was pretty much excited this morning though because yesterday i got my 1st PM. Then i replied with high enthusiasm, but no answer. i eagerly went to office this morning to check my inbox the soonest. i thought i would've have reply by today, but still nothing.
so i send him another PM.
finally i got answer. he said he's not well and will reply the soonest when he get better. suddenly i was feeling terrible without reason. i felt terrible that he is feeling not well. not like i was going to harm myself or else. i simply feel...terrible.
i surely hope he get better soon
and it left me with this feeling, that i don't want to do anything today. so i got myself busy with my mind and stuck in my own world. that is before i look around and realize that i'm all alone in this part of my office. i wonder where everyone goes???
but that's ok.
i think i'll stick in the forum till the day passes by....
am i ok now?