1. l love to listen to loud music like we often found in clubs or heavy metal at my low moments.
but i found it as disturbing and annoying sounds when i feel better.
2. when a person who i consider as close friend say or do something bad to me...it hurt me indeed, but for me, they'll be forever innocent in my eyes.
however, when someone who i consider as stranger say or do the same bad things to me, i'll get furious and become a living hell for them.
3. i get aroused easily in unappropriated time like, when i am hungry, when i feel total mess, when i'm angry.
4. i'm no angel, but people always have 1st impression that i'm a cute baby angel. but i believe it supposed to be positive
5. i'm territorial person and my room is my hidden nest. Only selected people are allowed to visit my room and stay more than 15 minutes.
6. i hate bugs. i hate cockroach! when i saw them around me, i feel like it's coming for me. i'd like to scream and run and go paranoid.
but instead of doing that, i take my phone and type "AAARRRGGGGHHHH...pls get rid the cockroach!!!!" then send it to my only friend in real life...while the cockroach is approaching me.
7. i don't understand why people cry in funeral when an old people died. no one wants to live forever...so why crying? unless the one died is a child...that's bad...
8. i don't pray, but i talk to God quite often. I'm afraid He'll be lonely because most people complains or request for this and that, but no one really talk to Him.
9. i'm not an adventurous type of person, but i can do unexpected things all of the sudden like bungee jumping, flying fox, coming to football match in a stadium, etc. i think it's more about impulsive things...or perhaps just a silent suicide.
10. one time, i can be really aggressive towards anything i want and i'll hunt them down until i prey them, another time i can be very fragile and glasslike and a single touch will break me apart
11.i smile a lot...very much...like i'll smile with everyone i knew on my way everywhere and chit chat with energetic tone. people said i'm warm and nice and humble. however, they also said that the ambiance around me is soooo gloomy, it's like someone important in my life die everyday.