Aww...Thanks snaga

I think sometimes, that things like that are more for our benefit, than for the one it's aimed at.

Huh. I listen to a classic country station on my commute and was listening to a nice old Tanya song other morning. And I always wish you good fortune!

I won't lie- I'll miss you! But these forums are here for help, and if they start to get in the way of that (and they sometimes do), then it's only right to set them aside. Hope to hear from you, but if we don't, we know it's what's right for you moving forward. If not, this blog will still be here to resume. You're too kind, but you're welcome and thank you in turn, for being here. Good thoughts aimed your way! <3

Well. Different folks are wired different ways. This might, or might not, have to do with your abuse. My reaction to death has varied wildly from not much reaction to what I think you have in mind as 'grief'. My tears have mostly been reserved for pets, to be honest.

You were close, but still, an aunt- extended family. I'm not sure you can judge yourself too accurately- or harshly- based on this.