Today was a rough day... It is hard enough on days when I fall into the "blackness" to act "Normal" at work, but today we had to lay a bunch of people off. Luckily, none of them reported to me. But these were still people I worked with everyday, who came to me for advice and to vent. Who were honestly getting the short end of the stick because they got stick with crappy managers. So I need to recharge, but my old ways of recharging are/were "unhealthy" and not good for the relationship, so now I feel... lost... I need to find another way.. a better way... I know I'm out of sorts.. Im just not sure how to fix it. and the blackness is still there.. like a blanket.. or a long lost friend, that you missed, but now has overstayed their welcome.