quietgirl2538's Blog

by **quietgirl2538** on Thu Dec 06, 2018 7:12 pm

Been a "hell and back" few days. Today is better. Today is Thursday Dec. 6, 2018.

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Nov 30, 2018 8:08 pm

I have a lot in my heart and mind today. Today is Friday, Nov. 30, 2018.

:cry:

by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Oct 08, 2018 8:34 pm

No mania,nor hypomania in sight. Only depression.

A moment ago, I felt like the depression seemed like it was ending, or going away. I sunk again. Literally minutes ago. Been more than 3 weeks now. The depression was worse before. Now, it's been better, but it's not entirely disappeared from my life.

I don't even care. I trust I'll be better. My last entries show me down and then I am well. Nothing different here. I lose 'time' in my life to such lows where I only exist. Meds won't fix every little mood swing I experience. I'm just tired...The kind of tired where you just want to hide and be left alone for weeks on end. Escape this world and it's responsibilities until you feel like your normal self again. Strong.

Today is Monday Oct. 8, 2018.

by **quietgirl2538** on Fri Aug 17, 2018 5:16 pm

I'm dragging myself around the place feeling tired. I have been entirely too busy with home things, again...Today, I'm cutting back and I am trying to take control of my life once again. Thanks be to God, I can see that I need to be easy on myself and take things in stride. So that,..I don't get so stressed out and triggered so easily. Although, I think I am past the point of being stressed out already. Life has me feeling like this, :evil:

and this,

but with bipolar, we know that can change in seconds, right :lol:

I will have a good day...(thinking positive) *sigh* *crossing fingers* *saying a few prayers* *repeating my postive mantras* etc.

by **quietgirl2538** on Mon Jul 16, 2018 2:50 am

This new entry is about me feeling I stable. My blog is like a mood diary for the most part. I’ve found out that so much affects me and the mood. It’s not like a daily change, it’s being in a low and down, weighed down, or depressed type of mood for days, until you wake up one day and you feel good. Then there’s the great feeling that takes over your life and you couldn’t feel better in your entire life. Actual hypomania, that I hardly ever got in the past. I get this more now. My pdoc said when I am hypomanic to quit taking my Ritalin because I can possibly get manic. I said ok. He’s the expert. That was a new thing for me. Feeling great can be a dangerous thing when it comes to treating ADD together with BP I. Geesh!

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Dragging around

Hypomania can turn into mania with Ritalin says my pdoc

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