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by **peaklite** on Thu Jan 19, 2017 7:06 am

Currently shitting myself to death with stress, and the reason for the stress is months away. I can't wait for these exams to catch up on me. I've been way too lazy doing too little work but I'm too lazy to fix it ahead of time, I'm mentally unable to commit myself to doing work. Hopefully my natural intelligence will let me pass this year at least.

Trying to cut down on drugs, way too much money is being spent.

by **peaklite** on Fri Dec 16, 2016 6:25 am

Stressed about future university work. Feel fat and ugly, another one of my body perception issue phases has came about. Have a terrible sleeping pattern sleeping at 8am and waking up at 4pm. Don't want to leave my house but bored inside it, the only thing that keeps me from genuinely wanting to kill myself is my girlfriend. But also without her a lot of problems would go.

by **peaklite** on Tue Nov 29, 2016 3:36 pm

I have never been in love
I pretend to care
Convince myself that it's enough
I was never there
I am hiding in the dust
Sweep me underneath the chair

relate to this song 100%

by **peaklite** on Mon Nov 28, 2016 1:36 am

Not doing too bad, university partying has calmed down although I go out once a week still. I need to focus on university work, I'm way too lazy at the moment.

by **peaklite** on Thu Oct 13, 2016 12:40 am

I've been drinking and doing drugs way too heavily at university. Like, drinking entire bottles of vodka at predrinks and then buying more in the club at the same time having smoked 2 joints and popped 2 pills. Last night I got really ###$ up and lost everyone, I ended up losing my watch, phone and money and only recovered my phone in the morning. I didn't even realise too, so I need to cut down now...

The stress never ends

Depressed

Spoiled

Life

Drug abuse

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