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by **peaklite** on Sun Mar 05, 2017 1:00 am

###$ my life, 14 day ban im literally smacking my head off a wall and punching myself im so stupid. im deleting this toxic ######6 game

by **peaklite** on Wed Feb 15, 2017 2:12 am

I feel a bit less depressed and anxious but I still feel fat and ugly. I've been a bit more social and less anxious in that way. But I feel more depersonalised and have no motivation.

by **peaklite** on Sun Feb 05, 2017 9:01 pm

So Friday was interesting, I tripped balls with my friend and then did some more K in my room and tripped further balls, probably the first time I was in a completely different mind state and it was profound.

Still feel in an insecure and depressed period of life that comes every so often... I noticed in these periods I'm way more impulsive and always end up finding 1 song that I listen to 1000 times until I get bored and find another one.

by **peaklite** on Sat Feb 04, 2017 3:21 am

So I snorted a lot of ket and smoked a lot of weed to celebrate the weekend. It was a weird experience.

by **peaklite** on Fri Jan 27, 2017 5:23 am

I miss the summer holidays before uni. Pure stress free. Nothing to worry about except looking forward to uni and the slight anxiety, but it was even a good anxiety. Smoking weed every day with my friends and going out at night.

Then at university freshers, making new friends. Smoking and getting ###$ up. I miss coming in on the second night of university absolutely wasted, lying in bed watching some #######5 cartoon until I pass out happy with life. I miss the first night I tried mdma and the nights after where I walked around campus at 5am with my new friend on it.

Now I'm sitting here with anxiety about future exams and work, barely turning up to lectures and having no money. Too anxious to go out yet feeling lonely when I choose to stay in.

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