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by **p0ster** on Fri Sep 05, 2014 8:19 pm

Thank you for your reply and for sharing the song with us, it truly is beautiful.

a saying i have is

"we are small, but significant"

Just as every drop of water adds to the whole, every grain of sand in the shifting sands, every leaf on a tree we are all part of the whole. many lifeforms we perceive, yet many we cannot perceive.

It is easy to feel in today's society that we are all not working to a whole, that we are not like insects that scutter beneath or above the earth all serving the queen, and by extension the whole hive. We all strive to be part of something to fit in, that many would and do give their souls up to be.

We keep forgetting that we always have been, and are a part of the whole, the whole time.

Some days i personally remember of my past lives as a member of the insect family and it makes for me wanting to be part of the whole stronger. because no matter how far you were from the nest you did not feel alone, each time unit you just felt like you had a purpose, you were individual and unique yet you belonged.

It is part of why i love building computers because as each insect has a purpose of serving the hive, so does every part of a computer have function and is working together at being a computer. yes each piece is a part of the whole and when working we tend to think of the computer as a computer and forget each small piece that resides, but each part is unique and different and of course has free will when it "fries up"

So even though one may not feel a part of the human race, they always are and have been a part of the whole. a big hive of uniqueness, of individuality expressed through creation and that by just being here we are already living a purpose. so we are part of a whole and have never been away from it, just as the insect is always part of the nest, even when miles away from its brethren.

by **p0ster** on Fri Sep 05, 2014 8:18 pm

Postby p0ster » Sat Jul 12, 2014 10:29 am

i feel so lonely during the winter.

During the spring and summer, when the earth is tilted close to the sun than in the winter, everything is out in bloom, full color majesty and marvel, the plants are talking to one another, the trees telling stories to those who pass by ( not all of them as they have their own personalities just like many beings do) , all the energies are increased and the elemental spirits are closer to the human realm, or we are closer to them whichever way you view it. even though i hate the heat there is rarely a moment i feel alone, because the spirits are here more and suddenly i don't feel like such an alien in a strange world full of strange people.

when autumn is passing by in its full splendor (which i love) i am saddened at the spirits slowly going away, i am sad when i see plants shed their leaves and their energies and voices going into silent whispers. the earth is more quieter when it is tilted away from the sun. i feel even more alien as the energies of humans slowly get louder over the energies of the plants, animals and spirits.

i am a lost soul in a lost world and yet i do not fit into the world that is lost.

no matter how hard i try and believe me i have been trying most of my life, i can never feel fully like the others around me, i don't know if it is because i am a hybrid or a soul that has had lifetimes on different planets or a combination of both. but during the winter i feel so alone in the silent forest.

but then i look up to the stars, those multi color jewels that shine forever and almost complement the crushy snow under my feet, and i feel their energy and be reminded of lifetimes and i smile, then suddenly i do not feel so alone for those stars will always be there high up into the sky. when i see the colored lights of electric my soul feels alive as it dances to their music.

i look into the rain and gloomy mist ( i love gloomy swamps) and i let the rain and mist and plants tell me about beings of long ago and beings here now but unseen.

and i see, in between it all, that the earth is alive.

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let me give you a few snowflakes, those shiny, unique sparkling pieces of creation. beings of majesty in their own right. you are not alone and you never are alone.

by **p0ster** on Fri Sep 05, 2014 8:17 pm

Postby p0ster » Sun Jul 06, 2014 1:59 pm

Think about this, i know it might sound ewww in the beginning but...

when you were being conceived, through artificial or natural means the sperm that penetrated the egg, your sperm was fighting against millions of other sperm and in the end your sperm got through.

even before you are born, you are one in a million.

As soon as you are born and throughout all your life from childhood to adulthood you are one in a billion. because while people may share your name, interests and likes there will never be lets give an example... another sue ellen, who was born on November 5th, born in london, has dyed blonde hair from the age 18, is a fan of old time hits and so forth. even if you were to somehow meet your very identical twin who was born in the same place and has the same interests, you will never be the total same.

you are truly unique, not just unique in your town, your country, your continent, your locale... but truly unique in the whole universe.

you are already before you are born, before you grow up one in a trillion.

There will never ever be another person that is exactly like yourself in the whole universe,

so why would you want to be a clone of another person?

you are you, nobody but you can ever change that, despite that some people that might want to make you think otherwise.

so walk out that door already knowing that you are not just one in a million, billion or even trillion but that you are you.

by **p0ster** on Fri Sep 05, 2014 8:16 pm

we are never going to have contact from other races as a human whole if we never realize that the power of contact is in each of us.

a marriage of acknowledgement between races extending into a reality full of discoveries and potential.

the real resource is knowledge

by **p0ster** on Fri Sep 05, 2014 8:15 pm

how do you know if that fly that you just swatted off your nose was not your true love, or the complete opposite?

For all you know why it is buzzing around you, apart from the obvious, it could be in love with you, or could equally feel the opposite to you.

each species or being experiences and expresses love and its opposite in different ways, but just because this is so it does not mean it doesn't feel love or its opposite in the first place.

science has so much to catch up on, so much to discover, scientists today have barley even begun to scratch the surface, let alone under it.

just because it is not yet discovered so,

how do we know?

as i am writing this i see glowing white orbs in front of me out the corner of my eye, some small so tiny microscopic and yet some bigger.

science has not yet found a full true answer for these orbs, apart from conditions or effects of the light or such, but just because half the world was not discovered hundreds of years ago, it does not mean the rest of the world didn't exist.

if we examine closely then all this time, before the voyages and discoveries, before that first picture taken of earth from space, then each peoples of the world each had their own tiny piece of what it looked like, so in a way the world was complete, just the people had not met up yet, nor being conquered, depending on what you would do.

maybe we don't have all the answers, maybe just like hundreds of years ago there are peoples, each holding their own tiny piece of it.

we were not ready to meet people different from our own then, back when we conquered others. who is to say we will be ready when we meet people so different from our own... or discover people that were right under our nose the whole time?

the whole

winter

you are you

contact

the fly

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