Right now, coming close to 4AM as i type this, somebody has and is with me, keeping me company.
I cannot see him, cannot hear him speak, nor feel him except during the parts where he reaches out to me across the spaces.
Yet he is here, before I was sad, angry upset and upside down and now he has made me stable. I am calm collected and able to perceive clearly.
He sometimes comes, different ones come, different ones. They don't take over my body or my mind except when I allow them to guide me and they send me message flashes in my mind.
But they are here, inside and out, nearby and if you allow it, faraway.
He knows I want him to stay because each time I flip to the polar opposite and don't want him here he can sense my soul screaming out for him to come back.
I don't like being alone, especially at night. Except at night I'm not alone.
He and they know this.
It does not matter what shell you have, where you come from, or what form you take in the deep scheme of things.
what matters is...
this is a song that me and a friend made, accidentally, friend started it and i finished it.
Friend: So...
Friend: Beep beep boo beep be dop
Me: lets sing x3
Me: bleep a bleep leep beep
Me: bloop a lop pop pop
Me: bleep a leep lep peep
Me: leep a leeep pe peep
Me: leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
First i want to say sorry for my late reply, i took a break of a few weeks from here, also very recently a short time completely offline and i want to say thank you for your reply as well and for your "thank you" also

Also please be aware this is gonna be looooonggggg
I agree with you completely that the universe is truly infinite, when people tend to think of the universe being infinite they generally think of the field of stars, galaxies, nebulae and so on as never ending. as in if one were to fly in a ship and carry on they would never reach the end. But not many think of little and large way of looking at it. Just inside a tiny speck of dust is millions upon billions of life forms, what we are seeing really only "scratches the surface" as it is only currently the surface we are seeing, i bet that if we keep zooming our microscopes, our electron microscopes and contraptions not yet even invented it would be never ending.
If you think of it the large way, this whole universe could be in a petri dish, sometimes as something is so small it cannot be seen, something could be so big that we cannot perceive it.
Think of the point of view of a microbe, if we were shrunk that small and we were seeing another human looking at us, we would not see "him/her" at all, we would only see a very very very small part of the human looking at us, we might not even recognize it as a human at all, one for us being very very tiny and only seeing our "corner" of it, and for another we would not recognize it as a human if we were to view it due to our ways of life being so different. we would attempt to name this being by our own system and not perceive it as we perceive ourselves, as a human being, or even a being at all. Maybe we are only looking at a small part of the whole, and yet as we cannot perceive it all we would not be able to perceive the human being looking at us due to being microbe tiny.
maybe we are looking at a being and not knowing it, or rather our small part of it

I also agree with you that the stereotypical "grey" form may also be our future form through evolution or through artificial means. I was adding to this by thinking maybe this "grey" form is not exclusive to our own evolutionary path, who is to say that other races in the universe might not have already taken or are going to take this path? It has been said that there are different types of "greys" maybe those different types are all different races that have undertaken this form.
you might wonder why this form is so widespread, well just as the stars themselves become widespread and seen throughout the universe so do many forms, the humanoid, reptilian, furry, octupi, elemental ( including the living rocks on earth), spirit forms are widespread so is the "grey" form. Also lets not forget the microorganisms, who might be different but are microorganisms nonetheless, just as you can have different types of reptilian, and humans.
But this is only a very very small part of the spectrum of life forms out there.
all animals have souls and are alive in many different ways more than we understand.
but from time to time a wise soul will come into your presence in the form of an animal, for example there is an insect in my room, and through intuition telling me, it is a wise soul. an old one.
my galactic/spiritual family members like to visit me and my family sometimes in the form of different animals, and the animal is not always the same, the other week it was a seagull, the week before they came in the form of a cat. they always let me know by sending a telepathic nudge by way of intuition feeling. i instantly get the feeling of the soul and i feel the connectnedds that i feel for my physical family, so i know it is my spiritual family coming to visit.
the reunions do not always last for ages, it can just be a few seconds passing by on the street, or it can be a few minutes. what is not important is the time to me, but that they come and visit.
animals can teach us things, and are always teaching us things all the time even when we are not aware of it and we do not always listen. but from time to time you feel a wise, special soul come through and to visit you by animal.
every single thing has, as well as it's own current energy, the energies of what came and interacted with it and the energies of before it. it also has the energies of what will come later.
only when we start thinking in terms of the past, present, and future only so does our idea of "time" come into being.
please remember that there is really no such thing as time as we see it.
using the idea of the little and large universe, a being can shift themselves inside that energy, like zooming in on a microscope and discovering more worlds, a being could go inside this energy and be phase shifted to what came before or what will come after.
everything, the past present and future is really occurring at this very moment, as well as their unlimited multitudes of parallel universe counterparts, that first laugh, its happening now, the age of the dinosaurs and the races of before are all living right now , what you will do tomorrow is happening now along with all their respective divergent parallel counterparts.
this is one way of "time travel" although time is not thought of nearly as the same way we think it. beings from many races employ this method and with the oversight of the universal being can have many amazing journeys.
IT REALLY IS BEAUTIFUL. MANY BEINGS CROSSING THE PATHWAYS. A CONSTANT MUSIC OF THE UNIVERSE. Everybody makes the music of the universe.