I was going to say something, to reply to threads, and get involved again. I just really don't care. About anything. Work, sleep, repeat. I almost didn't eat today out of apathy. My boss thought it was weird I only got a soda to stay awake on my lunch break. I'm pretty sure she thinks I'm an addict of some kind. I wouldn't mind being an addict actually. Maybe then I would have some focus or drive.

The new site stuff's interesting. I was curious. The main reason I logged in instead of just clicking past on my rounds of "Do I care today?"

"Nope." *click*

good luck

you should get on msn more often

It is funny how much I can relate.

"C'est la vie" is indeed poison to the philosophically enlightened. Not to mention nihilism. And, as much as I hate Albert Camus's reaction to the absurd. . . I have to say I am, against my will, living it. C'est la vie.