My spirit lives inside me silently studying what I have observed across the world from birth all the way to adult. My spirit studied everything I questioned about life ever since I was a kid. My schizophrenia started in my 20's and my spirit put together a history story in my head for me to study using all the information I absorbed over the years to figure out why the world is still the same as it was since Hitler times. Nobody breathed a word about what it was like back in the day. Imagine everyone had black skin across the world at one time. Imagine the punishment that one single black female endured to be turned into a blonde hair blue eyed female surrounded by a world of black people. Wonder if she didn't like being dethroned as the queen of Egypt for being evil towards her own black people. Maybe she came back with a vengeance and attacked innocent slaves and turned them into blondes like herself. Maybe she turned slaves into brown hair. Red hair, and orange hair people too. I cannot believe Asian were able to hold onto our shaolin way of life for this long with the queen of Egypt brainwashing and controlling everyone to attack each other without even knowing why we are at war. Why would a slave kill another slave . Everyone across the world is family and we are all slaves still under the authority of the queen of Egypt at present day. Hypnotic trance. Magical. She is blonde hair blue eyes. The rest of us are slaves and so are the blonde hair blue eyed people except her. She is Satan. She is magical and she is controlling all of us to take her blame for satanism. She is pretending to be holy religious god worshipper. But she is a demon that goes in us and performs satanic deeds through us so that it looks like we are in trouble instead of her. She brainwashed all of us not to believe in magic. She is demon possessing all of us and controlling us with no one knowing she is doing this to us.