It's to laugh at me, right? right.

I read it out of interest.. although I don't pm with many people, i am interested in how people are doing and what they're doing..
I've never laughed at someone but i've often laughed and smiled and cried over blogs and forum posts..

why would they laugh at you.?

Well for starters, I phrase my sentences strangely. A lot of fragmented speech. I'm kind of melodramatic, which suprises me a bit. And I just seem very neurotic, whiny and annoying. I'm just not used to being paid attention to.

I'm just not used to being attention to for my thoughts. I always think that most of the attention I receive is negative. Plus, I'm melodramatic and phrase my sentences strangely.

agreed.. ^^

I'm pretty whiny, neurotic and annoying as far as i'm concerned - i don't post half of the posts I write..

I think we probably all see ourselves quite differently to the way other people see us.. I think we also have a tendency to ruminate on the bad stuff and take it on board a lot more than the positive stuff..

Your writing doesn't seem fragmented to me - it's very readable (and i have dyslexia so i struggle with some peoples writing).. and you don't seem whiny, neurotic or annoying - just a human trying to unpick some issues and seriously, i'd rather listen to someone discussing their issues than deal with someone who doesn't acknowledge that they have any at all (: