Feeling really switchy. Like I want to go somewhere, vast, empty and huge and just purge out everything and allow whoever is inside to go mad. I need an empty room with white walls. I need a punch bag for Anger. I need cuddly toys for Alice. I need console games for the teens. I need nice smells, insense or similar. I need huge canvases to paint on with a multitude of colours and a multitude of brushes. But the main thing is I need a big white empty space. I am feeling claustrophobic in here, in my own skin. Something or someone is going to blow.