On days like today, I (can?) block out the darkness, and I feel like I suck a lot less as a person. I am also attuned more to the darkness that other people present. A staff person walked into the computer lab where I am, and as soon as they walked in, I knew to be afraid.

And sure enough, for whatever reason, instead of walking directly to the printer where they went (probably to check the paper), for some reason they walked around the entire room, which meant circling the perimeter, and walking past me somewhat closely. I have PTOCD and that makes me uncomfortable. Why did this triggering person walk around the room?

In my next post, I will introduce myself, and I'm hoping that will make my posts make a bit more sense to people.