I realize that the last thing i posted MAY have worried some of you, but then again, probably not, i went to the doctors and they put me in hospital for a while. I got released yesterday on my birthday . I do have some therapy sessions lined up, but i don't know if i'm going to go to them.

Just thought i'd update, just in case any of you wondered if i actually succeeded in killing myself.

I was worried.
Glad to hear you survived another birthday!
I hope you feel stronger and can give the therapy a try.