I realize that the last thing i posted MAY have worried some of you, but then again, probably not, i went to the doctors and they put me in hospital for a while. I got released yesterday on my birthday . I do have some therapy sessions lined up, but i don't know if i'm going to go to them.

Just thought i'd update, just in case any of you wondered if i actually succeeded in killing myself.

2 Weeks ago, i tried to kill myself. I was in a very bad place, i felt absolutely alone, crazy and hopeless. Therapy wasn't helping, the medication wasn't working. I then found this forum, purely by accident and saw some threads which interested me. So i signed up.

I guess i feel at home here now. It's such a non-judgmental friendly place, and even better, there are people like me! People i can relate to, and people who relate to me. I feel a lot better about myself and definitely a lot less crazy ! I have a long way to go, but i feel this is a good leap to get there !

Thanks a lot PsychForumers! I will try and repay you guys by offering my advice.

I was a happy child. Although ii didn't have many friends or parents; i was happy.

Then i did one silly thing which made me get evaluated, which was when everything went wrong. I was treated like a nut case, which ended up creating a nut case, and a miserable one at that. I'm not sure how taking me away from school and locking me up in a crappy ward is going to help me. Lock someone away with only their mind; and they will go crazy. This is what happened to me.

Which explains why i am here today.