God,

I have to stop this but I don’t know how. Please help me.
I can’t take anymore. And I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know what to do. I can not do anything. Help me pleeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaasssssseeeeeeeeee. Help meeeeeee.
I’m breaking. I can’t break. I won’t. I won’t let myself.
I can’t. But I don’t see the point in trying.
I don’t wanna die. I don’t want this.
I’m so tired of fighting. And so scared. And so alone. I need some intervention as I’m not capable.
It’s too hard. You put too many heavy weights on me and I’m not strong enough to get up.
Please lift them. Please make it better. Heal my mind.
Help me. Please. Help me.

Hugs!!

Thanks. Feeling better since this day. The fight continues.