Hi... I was right, my dad died on the 20th. I'm really sad and now I'm the man of the house, I miss him a lot. Funny that I went out and bought a binky and it's helping me sleep. lol. I'm kinda a mess and part of me is missing. I don't know what to do. His only worry and only wish was to help me. But he couldn't and he said "Sorry for not helping you, it hurts to see you destroy yourself, I'm sorry. I love you". I wanna cry all the time. I'm more alone than ever. *sigh*
Thanks for taking some time to read my worries.