*trigger warning*

I want to die,
I want to just lie down and let the knife fly.
I want to show,
I want to just cut my wrists and let the blood flow.
I want the pain,
I want to just find that all that I do is not in vain.

For shame,
For pain,
For death,
Is all to blame.

If I die,
Bury me sweetly,
With black roses around,
Without pain without shame,
Without fear without anger,

I should finally sleep forevermore.