I don’t want to be treated for DID. I have already done most of the work on that myself. ‘We’ get along just fine - most of the time. I only want some support when I am growing overanxious with depressive thoughts and sometimes suicidal thoughts. The fear that I’m going to die can become overwhelming. I don’t want the people I care about to see me like that. I don’t want to be in hospital but I do feel the need to go somewhere safe where there are people around who know what is going on and are ready to help me if I can’t help myself.