I had a good day, hung around on the puter chatting, did some housework. It was raining so I felt "off the hook". I spoke to my friend in Melbourne tonight. He has trouble getting into the site and is known as grumbybum here... coz he was so grumpy trying to get signed in, but I digress.
So, had wake ups and probs getting back to sleep last night on the Seroquel reduction. Will up my Lithium dose to 375mg tonight and see how I go. The Seroquel got me to sleep okay but didn't keep me asleep. The guy I was seeing turns out to be borderline and can't do anything between "full on" or "full off" so I've lost myself a friend there. It's a shame really. I'm doing a lot of thinking about my past two relationships. Now I can see how clunky someone else can be in a relationship with Borderline, I can see more clearly how I would have "felt" to my previous partners. Not to the same degree, I'm sure... coz I'm not the clingy type like this guy was... I'm staunchly independent, but would surely been difficult to deal with nevertheless... and it's not like I'm totally healed yet anyway, but some progress has been made. Feel a bit sad about the end of my friendship but not heart broken, just sad. Not a major sadness but still a disappointment.

grumpbybum learning the ropes. and he understands. with much compassion

my healing compassionate prayers to you.

thank you my grumpy friend