To: You.

I miss you. I miss you with my whole heart, my whole being. I miss the way you look down when I look into your eyes and suddenly the blood rushes to your face. I miss you holding me. Knowing that I will be okay if I stay right there. I miss that the top of my head falls right below your chin. I miss your crystal blue eyes. The eyes of kindness. I think about you every day, pondering what could have been.

Now, I hear that you are happy. That you have a girlfriend and a house and a dog. I'm happy for you. But, with your happiness comes my sadness. I often think about the 'what could have been'. What should have been.

I can feel you. I can sense your presence. And as I do, you walk away without looking back.

And my heart breaks all over again.