Hi, my name is Kohaku,

This is about my "Host" Kim, or at least that's what you know what to call your trueself. But to me, Kim isn't the "Host," But the little girl that I love and want to spend the rest of my with, and luckly and unforataly for me...I can be with her, but yet at the same time I can't be with her, because only one can control the body. I knew her since she was just a child, she grew up in a poor family and her parents fought all the time and her father drink, her parents would disapper for a long period of time while her grandma or Aunt would watch her, her younger brother, and older sister. While her oldest sister and oldest brother lived with their other dad and had nothing to do with her, She was also a very weaked body girl and got sick a lot. By the time she was 7 or 8 I was able to finally "body jump" her, but it only seemed to make her sicker, that sweet little girl would cry for her mom to be next to her when she was sick, even if by chance her mom was there and wasn't drunk. Her mom would yell at her for getting sick all over the floor, until it got to the point that even today, the first thing that comes out of her mouth is, "I'm so sorry!" When she's throwing up. She was a very kind girl to me growing up, she's make me sandwhiches and plug in the other remotcontrol so I could take over and play with her. She always called me her, "Demon prince," because I cuessed and even harmed people that tormented her, the bulling got so bad in kindergarden that she started to hided under the playground slides, (the very small spaced ones,) she was constently beaten and called names, she was even spitted on by family! One time when she lost her sight due to a alleragic reaction, three of her cuionsons lock her up in the basement and didn't let her out for a day or two, at that time her mom and dad had once again disappeared; so no one was able to protect her.

Things only got worse when more and more of us, "Inside friends," started to grather and form, the more that strated to change in her, the more it was harder to hided it, so she allowed us to "body jump" and torment her as long as we didn't allow anyone to know that she wasn't being really "herself," I'm not the only one in love with my Kim, Vex is also in love with her, and because she gave her heart to another he is tormenting her day in and day out, last night he even cut off her skin and sewn on patchs and patchs of other people's skin to her. She woke up clawing at her skin, tring to peel off skin that "didn't belong to her," Because she grew up without a lot of love, if any at that. She hides us from everyone she knows and when we did "body jump" her, we could only act like Kim would act, her mind is hiding a lot of anger and bitter things that want out that she was able to lock away.

Only her boyfriend know about us, she's tried to tell her family about us but in return for her wanting to be understood and get some help, or at least an answer or a, "it's going to be okay," from anyone, anyone up to that point would be just fine for her. But in return for what she tried to explain she was either laughted at or beaten, sometimes both at the same time, she was even more isolated from both her friends and family, hell she didn't have any real friends but just people that used her, but just like I said. At time she'd take anything for a "friend," hell her grandma even tryed to "force the demons out," of Kim when she was nine, hell! When she relized that the "demons" was still inside her, her grandma banned Kim from belonging in her family, hince not knowing her moms side of the family at all. I thought that the only person that could love her just like I do, would be me and only me. But then it became her boyfriend as well, and now I'm writting to all of you to both thank you for make her feel as if she wasn't a monster and it was okay now. And also to ask you to lend your hand and hearts out to you, because she needs you all to be there for her now. I will still stay at her side, but I also want her to have real friends that can understand her as well. Thank you forever who reads this and I hope to hear from you soon.