Today i'm just stting here eating canned ravioli listening to buckethead playing guitar on youtube, woke up missorable as usual. Had a dream about alians, kinda spooky. What's funny but serious to me is I don't like making some one check my blogs! it just seems a waste of there time. I have this way of thinking where any thing I do seems selfish, like eating that can of ravioli.. it is in a steel can that gets thrown away all so I can eat some processed ravioli inside! and using this computer I know it adds to the electric bill.. any thing I do seems like a waste of resources.. imagine how much it has cost my parents to feed me all these years ahh! so it's like not accomplishing any thing its a disgrace to them in my mind. May be the next "blog" will be better, thanks.

If people want to read your blog, then it's not a waste of their time. And I don't think you are selfish. If you are worried about how much gets thrown away, you could cut back on packaged foods, but sometimes you do need to eat packaged foods, and that's not selfish. And using computers is important to you, right? I don't think that's a waste.

I'm sure you have helped people, and you will accomplish a lot, once you are able to do so