lessons
(free writing)



That very first day.
the day she met him,
She grasped that cliche about love at first sight and it made all the sense in the wold
It wasn't love really,she thought
but a weird mix of euphoria and intenseness that forced her to keep looking...staring, like some stupid teenager unashamed, butterflies on her lower belly and a noose pressing her neck, stopping any sound from coming out of her mouth

He knew she was smitten, oh yes he knew.

she felt a warm tingle and was aware of the cruel transparence of her skin, the way her blood burned her all over from the inside out and colored without pity her cheeks.
Unique feeling,
Like a warm touch of electricity piercing the silence that fell between them.

He relaxed knowingly with his sexy smile and those piercing dark eyes
Hello little Darling,How can I help you?

The girl was insecure and shy.
She had come wearing her school uniform with white socks and black mary jane shoes, on her hand the modeling Flier that someone from the agency had affixed at the bulletins on the nearby schools.
Making a show of inspecting her from top to bottom, her long brown hair and soft pale skin, naturally pouty lips carefully painted red but mostly her startling brown eyes that reminded him of those of a rabbit ready to leap and ran furiously away from a hungry fox.

She was instantly sorry to have told sophie and Ellen about it.
the girls had insisted that she would be perfect for it, they had taken her to the school bathroom and put on Sophie's red lipstick, that one she stole at the counter on JC Penny, "red hot" was the name.
she knew that she looked stupid, she started to feel a bit short of breath and dizzy and was ready to run out the office, down the two flights of stairs and in to the busy street from where she had come.
He caught that flicker on her eyes and in a split of a second he flung himself trapping her hand in a snap.
No, wait!
Did you come here for the lessons?