I don't know why I blog
My writing is not good. My first language is not English so...
Here it is
Just free writing
Things I want to get out of my mind
Nobody probably reads this and is OK
Maybe even better

Opportunity and the lost...

Strangely
Maddening
confusing indeed
A vision a specter
The ghost
Of a dream
Frantic arms around me
Protect me I hope

But what do I see
Oh, eye in my mind?
Ten Thousands of ravens
circling down in
Flight
In fury in rage
Surrounding my thinking
Embrace me I beg thee
my courage is fleeing

The voice in my head
Interloper, intruder
It reasons with whispers
To go ahead and do it
How curious I'm feeling
What flavor,
What taste
The way his lips move
The dance of his mouth
The strength of his arms
You think I'll regret it?
I know not intentions
My mind keep cycling
From joy dow to darkness
I can not stop
I trust you will hold me
While deep in my belly
The chaos
The swarming
The millions of
wings
Of dark butterflies
Insistingly flapping
Arousing,
Tingling
The trill
sure will find me
Stolen
Forbidden
And and terribly exiting

Viper cold eyes, slippery
touch
Your hand travel fast
Recoil or embrace
Confusion
What to do?
Closing my eyes I bow to ignore
This moment forever
clear waters of calm
I go in to float...
Raining and cleansing
not me in that body
That shell is now empty
Now darkness abides
No need to lament it

A new girl has come
All sweetness and smiles
The sad sister sleeps
Wild mind
dreams forgotten
Hiding deep down
Don't wake up
Young lady
Our place is now taken
We are better off now
No need to lament it