that I didn't receive my diagnosis. I spent hundreds of dollars on a gem of a psychologist who refused to treat me after several sessions, because he agreed with the shink's BPD dx and handed me a referral form, wanting to send me on my (un)merry way.

Still, I ended up completing DBT, and I'm coping. But I still have my struggles, as it's still a never ending battle. I just want to HEAL. What is the poison that is preventing complete healing? Where, and what, is the antidote?

So, you've accused of "faking" my BPD diagnosis, and more than once. Wow. How many years of medical school/psychology degrees do you have? I wager none. Even if you did, you wouldn't be able to diagnosis me over the Internet.
You hang on to that "typically" word and make constant references to it. For God's sake, LET. IT GO. You freaked out over A WORD. Nobody was trying to insult you. What was said is just repeated psychological babble verbatim. IT WASN'T PERSONAL. If anyone "goes against their own kind," it's you. You and your anger, you and your insults. I feel sorry for you.