that I didn't receive my diagnosis. I spent hundreds of dollars on a gem of a psychologist who refused to treat me after several sessions, because he agreed with the shink's BPD dx and handed me a referral form, wanting to send me on my (un)merry way.

Still, I ended up completing DBT, and I'm coping. But I still have my struggles, as it's still a never ending battle. I just want to HEAL. What is the poison that is preventing complete healing? Where, and what, is the antidote?