Hello guys! if you've wondered why I haven't posted in a while? Well my blood sugar has been in the low 50s/ high 40s for the past couple of days. I cant not take any meds because I still get consistent highs as well. Where does anxiety fit in? Well, I have a freestyle libre, which is a glucose monitor that is inserted into your arm and can communicate with your phone/meter. I have been OBSESSED with checking it, yes I should check it often but I do it too much. I'm constantly thinking "Is it too low?'' "Is too high". I honestly trigger my OCD and anxiety so much its crazy! I'm at a loss for ways to help the compulsion calm down. I also tried to go back to school online but got so overwhelmed and nervous I dropped out the first day, my nerves got the better of me. Im super embarrassed over this, but luckily my husband Is super supportive and encouraged me to do what I wanted. So I decided to work on myself the rest of the year before I take on anything else. Maybe next semester.