It has been over nine months since I last posted here, and a lot of $#%^ has gone down.

I ###$ up. Got sentenced to 32 months behind bars, followed by a years supervision following release. But here I am, out only 6 months. I've been tagged and will remain so for the remainder of my original sentence. "It's waterproof so you can still shower," yeah, thanks for being so considerate.

I lost my university position, lost my flat, lost my car. I can't get a job worth a $#%^ and my family want nothing more to do with me. I should be more bothered by all of that, but I'm not.

I have no idea what's going to happen now. I've never been one to make plans, but I've never been in a position where making plans if the idea took me made no sense. I'm glad to be left to my own devices, but the random police checks and $#%^ allowance I'm on because nobody wants to hire a guy with a tag is a irritating.

So I'm back to wasting my time on the internet most of the time, hence my return here.

Was it worth it? I don't know yet.